I ponder, ponder, one step short of full-on obsession. Mulling over the world I grew up in and how suddenly and without fanfare, it ceased to exist. So unexpected and lightning-quick its flame burnt
I think I began hallucinating as a way to find you again. In the dark, the heavy shadows would blend in such a way that I could believe you hunkered nearby, just waiting on me to discover you. The
Fascinate my fancy and dissolve me in your contemplation.Make me liquid.Fluid.So that I might wax and wane like tides under your direction.Blow your breath like life across my air thirsty skin and